Posts Tagged ‘Fiction’

Business Trips Suck

Friday, August 26th, 2011

Unless you’re going to Las Vegas! WOO!

I’m going to VMworld – the end-all be-all of vitrualization. For a week, Las Vegas will be the geek capital of the universe as IT professionals from around the world revel in all the non-existent computer hardware. For those of you who are not geeks, virtualization is how you get many virtual computer systems to run on one chunk of physical hardware. So many computers who think they are on a physical server, but VMware’s product tricks them into co-existing in parallel, sharing the resources between them.

This upcoming week I’m not going to be able to post much, but on the other hand I’m going to redouble my efforts at writing. I got 11+ hours on a plane, 3+ hours stuck in airports and untold time waiting for the next session to start. I plan to use the time wisely.

While out there I plan on hitting a few of the pawn shops for silver rounds and junk silver. I’m not expecting a great deal, but since the silver mines are out that way, I might get it closer to spot than the scumbags near me who want $5-$10 over spot, and refuse to sell during a dip. I’ll also keep an eye open for useful goodies, if push comes to shove, I’ll ship it home via UPS.

The do have a Fry’s Electronics just off the strip, and I enjoy that place immensely. We do not have anything like them up here in the Northeast, so it’s a real treat to handle your computer hardware before you buy it. I usually just get to look at pictures on Newegg.com and Tigerdirect.com. They always have in-store deals on open box items, and I’m really looking for the cheap USB thumb drives they have. I want to buy a for offline data storage, and information drops.  If the Federal Government sends out jack-booted thugs to stomp on our few remaining freedoms, a thumb drive with Truecrypt can be used to pass information between people. Plus they hold a lot of data in a small space, which is very handy for BOB’s and pre-positioning an offsite backup of your files at your retreat.

Wow, they way people are acting there is a hurricane on the way or something. I’m going to miss it, as my flight leaves tomorrow morning. I have already battened down the hatches at the house, including replacing the batteries in my burglar alarm sensors and the smoke detector. A friend has promised to check on the place, just in case something really weird happens. Thor and Loki are going to stay with my brother. I’m not worried, 70mph winds are not that big a deal, we had a lot worse recently with the windstorms that caused that terrible tornado out west.

For the record writing a short story is much, much harder than a novel — at least for me. I was never a reader of short stories, so my writing is more suited to novel-length fiction. The short story I have been working on, tentatively titled Faith is up to 15,000 words and I’m not even up to the climax of the story. I need to cut out a lot of stuff, or rather, condense it into summary, but keep it readable and engaging. I will remove an entire character and at least three scenes. My revised size is going to be between 12,000 and 15,000 words when completed. I really like the interior and exterior problems of this character and I think the longer format allows the story to be properly set up, revealed, and resolved. No longer a short story, Faith will be a novelette. I could have easily broken through the 17,500 word count to make it a novella, but part of the reason for doing this is to become a better writer.

Another project in the works is a series of posts about building, configuring, etc a survival computer. Please forgive me for being a complete ass, and not providing you guys information that would be really handy. I’m an IT professional with 20+ years of experience, and yet I didn’t take the time to distill that knowledge into something useful for my readers. I toyed with the idea of submitting it to survivalblog.com for the non-fiction contest, but I don’t write this stuff for him, I write it for you. I’ll send him a note that the post is up there, but he’s ignored my e-mails in the past, and I see no reason why that behavior will change. I’m a very small fish in the survivalism/prepper pond, and he’s a busy dude. Plus, I’m not thanking Jesus every five minutes, and I get the impression (translation: not a fact, an opinion) that he’s biased against non-Christians with the articles he posts. (For the noobies out there I’m an agnostic.)

If any readers are in Vegas, drop me a note and maybe we could meet up for lunch. The odds are quite high that many participants of VMworld are preppers. Geeks are used to thinking differently from the sheep. Combine that with  a skewed view of the world, above average intelligence and education, and plenty of Zombie movies and video games and you have a damn good chance that you have a prepper.

Missed Opportunities

Thursday, June 23rd, 2011

I’m trying to take a more serious look at freeing myself from the corporate treadmill. I now realize that I have missed an opportunity if I had kept my eyes open for ways to free myself financially. It is not to late, but it is going to take a lot of work to regain the readership I once enjoyed on this blog.

The reason behind this is I will be publishing short stories, and other fiction related to prepping, on smashwords.com. I am a decent writer, but for a writer that is focusing on prepping and survivalism stories I am an outstanding writer :) (There isn’t that many people doing it).

I have given a lot of thought on how much to charge, and my pricing plan will be:

  • $.99 for two (very) short stories, or a regular length short story ( <7500 words)
  • $1.99 for a novella (~20k-40k words)
  • $4.99 for a full-length novel (60k-100k words)

Not to say I won’t ever have any sales or release parties where stuff is cheaper, but you get the general idea. Smashwords is DRM-free, and I think you can download multiple formats. This way you can download a story to your Nook, or Kindle and grab a .pdf for the laptop once you buy it.

Smashwords.com lists on all the major stores, which gives my customer the hardware-independence they deserve. My fiction will be accessible via the wireless stores as well for customer convenience.

Nothing is free. My stories take a while to develop from creating a premise, to the actual time to write and develop the characters and storyline. Then I take time to revise and edit the story. Now comes the part where I will have to shell out cash. Professional editing of any story is a must. This is not just to find typos, but to make sure I have the continuity correct and the hundreds of little things the reader might not catch on a conscious level. Then I need to get cover art done professionally as well. Each cover costs between $600-$3000. The short stories will all use an interchangeable cover, where I just switch out the title. Each novel needs its own cover. Finally the process of converting a word document into something an e-book reader can display pleasantly is an art from in itself. I am thinking I can do this for the short stories, but for novels I will get professional help.

  • 15% gross – Smashwords.com & Partner fees
  • $600-$3000 Cover Art
  • ? Story Editing fees
  • ? E-book layout

I retain full rights to my work, which means if there is enough of a demand I could print copies from a POD (print-on-demand service. I have only glanced at paper publishing, and it is a mire of headaches that I will have to wade through once I build up the e-book story library.

Now I need to decide how I will fix my fuck-up. First, I need to return to a regular posting schedule with good quality content. Next, I need to write some stories and get them up for purchase. Next is to become more active with the social media outlets – Twitter, Youtube, and Facebook. Get my name out there and build a brand. Once I have about ten stories up and ready I can start to run promotions. Coupons for a free story, in the hopes the customer likes what they read and buy others.  Work the cross-promotion with other bloggers, radio shows, podcasters, etc. Give their listeners a coupon for a free short story.

Hopefully with some very hard work I can make this happen. My expectations are to get more money out of it than I put into it. There are authors out there making millions self-publishing and I have no expectation that I am going to be one of them. I have always felt that I should shoot for the moon, but be prepared if things don’t go as hoped for.

Spring is Here – the Blossoms of Poverty

Tuesday, March 8th, 2011

You can see the signs blooming all over the place. For sale signs are springing up anywhere and everywhere. I feel left out because I don’t have one up on my lawn. So far I have seen about 50% more for sale signs than I did during the summer. These are houses that didn’t sell last year and many, many new ones.

It’s obvious to me that something is wrong when so many people are trying to sell a home. Even during the housing boom I never saw so many signs pop up on march 1st. What is the cause? There has to be  variety of reasons, but I think there are a few major groupings. The economy has to be #1. There is only 58% of the population working right now, down from 63% in 2008. (I found the info on the BLS site, and lost the link when this crappy macintrash laptop rebooted on me.) That is 1.5 million people who are not working. This doesn’t include people who have switched to part time, but it’s a slightly better metric than the lies of the BLS unemployment numbers.

Others are selling because they cannot afford to live in the house they bought. I myself am dangerously close to this… I’m $60k in the hole on my mortgage, and stuck with a $185/mo PMI payment I will never get out of. I can empathize with these folks, but my empathy and $5 will get you a coffee at Dunk’s.

I’m looking at this as a broader indicator of just how screwed our country is. I can’t wait to see what happens when oil hits $150/bbl in a month or so.

Onto more personal matters. I’m looking for a job again which sucks big hairy moosecock. I am being transitioned into a managerial role with no training or experience in being a manager. Then there is the fact that I do not want to be a manager, but to stay technical. So I’ve been very, very busy looking for a new boss, who I hope is not the same as the old boss.

I also have been on vacation for the last week or so. Nothing fancy, just worked around the house finishing some renovations. I am now ready to make some changes in the basement where I can stash my food in sekret. I’ll put up pictures soon.

As for preps I’ve had to take a break. I’ve completed my inventory, and I’m on the lookout for a few key items here and there, but I have plenty of food. I now need to take a look at the next phase of freedom and that is land. I was ready to pull the trigger on some land in Maine, but a friend checked it out and there was no clear title, and no water anywhere near the parcel. So I’m still looking.

There has be a ton of family issues. Mum is fine but my brother is causing massive problems. Things are degenerating to the point that I am re-evaluating what level of support I will have to provide if the poop hits the fan. This has been stressful and trying for both Mum and I and suffice to say the issues will not be resolved anytime soon.

I am doing well in the novel writing class I’m taking, and I hope once I get the first draft of the novel done to bang out a few short stories for you guys. The workload is crazy, with 20-30 pages a week on your story, plus editing and workshopping three of the other student’s work during the week as well. I am writing a lot better, and that’s worth the cost of the class right there. My novel is not about TEOTWAWKI or even survival-related. It’s a fantasy trilogy I’ve been working off and on for for the last 7 years. I have the story ark  for the first book completed and I have a solid idea what the next two books will be. I have 35k words written, and a novel is 60k to 90k for most literature. Fantasy books average a little more than that, so I’m aiming for 100-110k. What is hard is I have already cut 10k words, and as you write you cut out so much. I expect to write about 150k words then trim it down by seeing where the book gets slow then chop out the boring parts. It’d very hard work, but one of the ways I might make myself free, so it is very much worth the effort.

I will check in again shortly. Sorry for the delays in posting!

Random thoughts

Monday, September 20th, 2010

Well I am continuing my search for land. It’s not as easy as I thought it would be. I’m very limited in that I want it for camping and a bug-out location. The desire for water nearby is a vexing problem, this adds to the cost tremendously. Ideally I want something within 3 1/2 hours of Boston, as I could bail from here and make it there before it gets too late on Thursday night, then work from there on friday, leaving me the whole weekend to fish, hunt and run nekkid through the woods.

My brother gets fixated on things, and right now that is prepping. He was going to order a case of those life-raft ration bars until I talked him out of it and buying some of the mountain house meals for hikers. Those are tasty. The life-raft bars are disgusting, and the foil packaging is easily punctured, ruining the contents. The hiker packaging is much more durable.

I’m very happy with my new hunting rifle. I’m consistently getting <1″ groups at 100 yards with my 168grain Nosler HPBT rounds (42.5 gr of H4895). More than accurate enough for hunting. I have concerns after reading some reloading blogs about the performance of the Nosler Ballistic tip rounds I am planning on using. I heard a lot of good things about the Barnes triple-shocks, but at $45 per 50, that’s kinda pricey. Yes, I realize it might mean the difference between eating and going hungry, but it’s going to cost me $10 minimum to work out the load. Hornady has a line of hunting bullets that people seem to like,  and those are much more reasonable. I need to spend some time reading reviews on some sites to see what I might go with.

I took my M1A to the range a few weeks ago, and popped off 50 rounds. using iron sights I shot a softball sized group 2″ high and 3″ to the right. I need to tweak the sights a little to the right to compensate and I’ll be good to go. My loads fire perfectly, although some of my brass is not getting grabbed by the extractor pin. All the culprits are from 1 batch of Remington crap brass. I use Lake City Match brass for 90% of my shooting, but I recycled some I had floating around. I’ll load these and give them to my brother, his Franken-FAL shoots anything, but beats the hell out of the brass. I only get 4-5 reloads before even military brass is junk. My M1A has a very tight chamber, so the brass is not beat up so bad, and I get more than 10 reloads.

To make reloading my “military” .308 Win and all pistol rounds faster I bought a powder measure. Accuracy is not as important, so I can sacrifice some for speed. I do love the ChargeMaster I bought, but it takes WAY to long to dispense a charge that I could give a crap if it’s +/- .1 grains. I need to build a little stand for it, then develop a rhythm to get a consistent charge.

The other week it was a perfect storm at the supermarket. I went nuts because some items were on sale, and discounted with the saver card they make you get. Mine is from my last girlfriend, so I could care less if they track me her. I bought $96 worth of preps and regular food, and only paid $63. I am starting to run low on some items I hope go on sale soon. I drink a TON of Crystal Light at home and work, at least a gallon a day. Yes, I should drink water, but I need something with flavor. I have enough to make 25 gallons stored, but it goes quickly. I’ll be damned if I can’t have some fruit punch as a mixer for TEOTWAWKI!

Speaking of mixers I need to go to Kittery Trading Post sometime soon. I say that because I stop at the New Hampshire Liquor Store on the way back and load up with 6+months of alcohol. Cheap prices and no sales tax. Plus, this trip I want to grab 5 cases of Sam Adams Octoberfest – my favorite beer. The stuff goes fast in the stores and I never think ahead to buy up enough to get through the fall/winter.

I’m taking a class this semester in creative fiction at an unnamed university in Boston. Part of my two prong attack on freedom is to become a writer. The other prong is woodworking. this is why I’ve been lax in writing my fiction. I plan on doing a reboot once I get through the class, as they have me writing a short story in 2 weeks. It won’t be that good, as I need to plan out a lot farther in the story than most writers (I guess). I’m hoping I can fix some of my writing problems through this class – telling instead of showing, poor story structure. Maybe I’ll just do it as a series of short stories instead of a Novel format. I’ll keep you posted.

With that I need to get back to coming up with a story idea for this assignment. Bleh, 39 years old and still doing my homework last minute!

Fiction – Part XIV – The Bergers

Thursday, June 3rd, 2010

Two days later, Natog was out on “patrol”. Following paths he learned as a child, he periodically stopped and just listened. No strange footprints were in the snow, no odd sounds or scents in the fields and forests of his youth. Mum and the lone remaining neighbor had heard rumors about groups of people fleeing from New Bedford and coming through town begging for food, shelter, or money. When these refugees had been turned away, in at least one instance things got violent. Old Man Murray had shot two men with rocksalt from his antique 10 gauge to convince them to leave his property.

Stopping on the edge of a cornfield, he leaned his M1A against a tree, and stretched in the cold morning air. Reliving himself by a tree, he then reached under the old sheet to open some more ventilation. Giving up in frustration, he undid the rope belt around his waist, and pulled the makeshift tunic off.

Taking off another layer, he rolled up the fleece pullover and stuffed it into his daypack. Pulling the tunic back over, he re-tied the belt and picked up his M1A, carefully wrapped in the rest of the white sheet as to provide the most camouflage, without hampering the action of the weapon. Slinging the weapon over a shoulder, he set off again on the rest of the five mile loop he planned back at the house.

He probably didn’t need to go on patrol, this was more of a practice run than anything else. A little time to oneself was appreciated after the events of last week were a blessing. To say Mum and Bill had freaked out when they finally saw Natog in good lighting was an understatement. He still had blood on him, and bits of brains and thick clots of blood in his hair. In the end, it was easier to shave his head than try to soak out the mess. Bill happily volunteered, and attacked Natog’s head with reckless abandon. Under the wool cap, Natog’s head still itched, and there was more than one divot in his scalp where Bill was a little too aggressive with the clippers.

It was a glorious, brisk morning. It was a great day for a walk. Natog’s route took him deep in the woods behind Mum’s house, which was the side closest to New Bedford. It had snowed off and on for the last two days, but there wasn’t too much accumulation this close to the shore. There was about three inches of snow, most of which was slushy. Natog was pleased at the boots he bought, waterproof and warm, his toes were almost too toasty.

Picking his way more from memory than from sight, he rounded an ancient oak tree he loved to climb as a child to stumble into what was left of a deer. Checking it carefully, he figured the carcass was very recent. The coyotes hadn’t gotten to it yet, and the snow from last night was undisturbed. Pulling the head off of the pile, he noted that the skin, head and entrails were all that was left. Evidently, a poacher had gotten himself some dinner – none of the useable meat remained.

Putting the head back on the pile, he checked in vain for any clue where the hunter traveled. Walking in ever-larger circles, he failed to see any treestands or blinds. Giving up on this pleasant distraction, Natog continued to circle through the woods.

It took about two hours to return to the house. The smell of the woodstove reminded Natog that he left before breakfast, and his stomach was growling. The last half-mile was on pavement, to prevent a line of footprints in the snow leading directly to the house. Entering through the garage, he left the M1A out in the cold, to prevent condensation from forming and freezing inside the action.

Mum was up, and there was a hot breakfast waiting for him. No eggs, but toast, beans, bacon, fresh biscuts, and some Tang. Bill was already wolfing down his breakfast, and Mum was pouring herself another cup of coffee. She had run out of her regular brand, and had resorted to making the last cups from an old supply of flavored coffees she got from a “secret santa” at an office party the year before. Natog and Bill were dreading the day she finally ran out.

Mum came over and sat down at the table, cradling the cup like the boys would steal it. “I tell you, I’m going to miss coffee.”

“I’ll miss Guinness!” Bill sounded like he was in good spirits.

“I’ll miss internet porn!” Natog laughed at Mum’s shocked reaction.

With a wry grin mum added a quick “Me too!” which sent the three of them into gales of laughter. The woodstove was warm, and the conversation friendly while they ate a hearty breakfast. Bill and Natog did the dishes while Mum continued to pack. Occasionally she would ask a question, and both Bill and Natog would yell “leave it!” with an inaudible grunt or occasional curse as her only reply.

With the dishes done, and enough wood brought in to last the night, Natog and Bill prepared to make the journey to the Berger’s house. It was easier to cut through the woods, than to draw attention by driving around. By now most people were out of gas even if they managed to figure out how to start their cars again. And in this cold weather batteries didn’t last long unless they were used and recharged regularly.

Natog started without any parka or heavy clothes on, trusting he would work up a sweat quickly enough. Bill was on some blood thinners for the next month or so, so he got cold a heck of a lot easier.

Mum kissed them both goodbye as they pulled the makeshift snow camo tunics on. “Now please be careful, After what Natog went through, I don’t want to see any more bloodshed.”

“We will, Mum. Now don’t let anyone in the house, and for God’s sake check your target before shooting, it could be one of us.” Bill was more than a little worried about Mum’s poor gun safety habits. Once at the range, she got warned for pulling the gun parallel to the bench to check to see if the weapon was clear. The weapon was pointed at Natog’s chest when she worked the action to clear it.

Natog and Bill made good time at first. The followed the street for the first half mile, then cut in along a well-used deer trail marked by an oak tree marked with old scars form where Mr. Peters killed himself while drunk one night a decade ago. Once in the woods, their pace slowed down as they began to cut through brush and bull briars. Soon, even Bill had to stop to take off a layer of clothing.

They had crossed a small brook using a wind-felled tree when the rock Bill was standing on gave way. With a healthy curse and yelp of pain Bill went ass over teakettle into a thick pile of bull briars. Once Natog saw his brother was OK, he burst out into howls of laughter. Somehow Natog managed to belly crawl along the tree even while laughing, although he did almost slip into the brook once.

Bill was trying to pull the thick ropes of briars from off of his tunic. “Fuck you, Nate!”

“Aw c’mon that bull bucked you off, you’re supposed to hang on for eight seconds!”

“Aw man I got jabbed in my balls, help me out of here you bastard!”

“Alright. Hey, I don’t remember any boulders here.” With that Natog brushed the snow off of a bolder to reveal a jacket, and then frozen human face. “Holy fuck!”

Bill was about to bust Natog’s balls when he noticed the bolder he fell off of was a dead woman. “Shit!”

Natog and Bill managed to extract themselves from the briars and investigated the remains. There were three men, two women and four children all frozen solid. They were arranged along the tree’s roots, obviously using it as a windbreak. There was evidence of an unlit fire, but there wasn’t any tinder or enough wood to keep it running for any length of time.

“Damn, Nate, they froze to death.”
“Yeah. Fucking kids died too.”
“Well, what can we do? We can’t just leave them.”
“Well, we need to figure out where they are from, and then let the cops know they are out here.”
Bill looked around. “Yeah, you’re right. I’ll check this one, you check the others.”

They quickly checked the corpses, and all were frozen solid. Six adults and three children were clustered together where the roots of the wind felled tree clawed helplessly towards the sky. Thankfully they were frozen through, and were not rotting.

“Well, either we get the cops on the ham radio the Bergers have, or we will have to swing by the police station on the way home.” Natog was hoping for the former, as the police station was at least 5 miles out of the way of an already long walk.

The brother’s mood was subdued as they walked the last few miles to the Berger’s horse farm. Julie, the youngest daughter, was walking one of her horses around as Bill and Natog walked down the lane to the house. Julie was a pretty girl, but wasn’t wrapped too tight. She was homeschooled, and very, very smart, but had nearly zero social skills.
The eighteen year old jumped out of her skin when Bill gave a loud war-whoop. The horse was startled, but Julie expertly got the hose under control and calmed down.
“Bill, you asshole, I could have gotten hurt.”
Bill nudged Natog in the ribs, “Such foul language from such a pristine young girl.”
“Don’t start that shit, Bill, we’re all stressed out enough with out your ball busting. Go ahead inside, I’ll put Tommy away.”
The boys walked onto the porch, and cleared their rifles before leaving them beside the door. Once inside they shucked off their outerwear, including their boots, and went into the dining room. Karin was working on a ham radio base station fiddling with different settings and occasionally calling Alex’s Ham handle.
The Bergers were from old money. Natog wasn’t sure of the exact details, but what he did know was Karin’s father made a fortune here in America after fleeing Germany in ’37. Karin was his only child, and she had three kids. Sarah lived in Rhode Island with her husband and two young kids. Alex had a 100-acre farm in Maine. Julie was significantly younger than her siblings and just turned 18 in November. Karin was over 40 when Julie was born. Each grandchild had a large trust fund, and Karin had all the land in Dartmouth, plus some land scattered along the south shore. Her husband had died from cancer ten or so years ago.
The house was more of an estate. A long driveway past woods and fields for horses led to a large home with an ocean view. If converted to a housing development, the land was easily worth several million dollars and was the bulk of the Berger’s assets.
Alex was a longtime friend of Bill’s, as they went to high school together, and were longtime friends from playing soccer, skateboarding, etc. Alex got heavily into survivalism just before the y2k scare. He bought tons of supplies and has them stored in conex containers up on his farm. After he learned Bill was getting prepared, he invited Natog and Bill up for a vacation. During the trip, Alex expressed a need for what he called “shooters” to help protect the farm if there was a problem. After an informal shooting match, Natog and Bill were invited to come up with the rest of Alex’s family if there was any sort of catastrophe.
The only issue Natog had was that Alex was a first-rate conspiracy theorist. Alex was convinced the contrails from planes in the sky were medications sprayed to keep America asleep and sedated. That 9-11 was an inside job, along with the Oklahoma City Bombing, Waco, so on and so forth. The Illuminati ran the world and the secret societies were the recruiting agencies for them. All in all, he was an ok guy so long as the conversation was steered away from those topics. If you didn’t, you were going right off the deep end.
Finally, Alex’s voice came over the speaker. “…ecking in, over.”
“Alex! It’s your mother! Can you hear me?”
After a pause Alex answered, “Affirmative. And you’re supposed to say “over”, over.”
“Aw to hell with that! We are leaving Wednesday to make the trip up.”
As the conversation was heard throughout the house, Sarah and her husband Joshua came into the room. They both had bags under their eyes and looked rather worse for the wear.
The speaker crackled “…is it? Over.”
“Can you repeat?”
“What day is it?”
Karin threw her hands up into the air, “Oh for God’s sakes, Alex, it’s Friday! Don’t you have a calendar?”
“No, we are low on power, the solar panels got wiped out along with the charge controller. Bring the spare with you, and any panels you have at the farm, over.”
“Ok we will. Any word on how the roads are?”
“The roads are pretty bad, no one is plowing so make sure everyone has four wheel drive. Over.”
“Ok we are leaving at dawn, expect us before sundown.”
“Will do, we will be monitoring the radio, drive safe. Over and out.”
Karin powered off the unit, conserving the battery bank. The front door opened and Julie came in and kicked off her boots. She joined them at the table.
They began to plan how they were going to get up to Maine. Natog kept his mouth shut for the first hour and let them work out their own ideas. Some were wild, like all just hopping in the car and driving up like they were going skiing, to driving up far enough where the group could use sleds and snowmobiles to finish the journey. Sarah was insistent that we would see hordes of Mad Max wannabes in methane powered “death sleds.”
Karin turned to Natog, “You have been quiet, what do you think we should do?”
“Well, I think we need to organize some. Do we have a pen and some paper?”
Natog continued as Karin went into the kitchen for the supplies. “After what I have been through, I think it would be prudent for us to be cautious, but not overly so.” Looking around he noticed he had everyone’s attention. “I think the outline of my suggestion would be for us to arrange to have our assets where they can do the most good. I have the best 4WD that’s limited in cargo capacity, so I will take point.”
Joshua interrupted him, “I heard that in a movie, what’s that?”
“You bring up a good point, I’m going to be using a lot of military terms, and I’ll need to explain them. To go “on point” you send someone out front to trip any ambushes that way, everyone else survives.”
“Oh.”
“Now we will travel as a convoy, single file. I’ll travel about a mile out in front, and we will communicate using VHF radios. Bill will be last, his truck can help anyone that gets stuck, and can watch for anyone trying to take us from the rear.” Natog looked down the table, “Any objections or concerns so far?”
Sarah asked the obvious, “Who put you in charge?”
Natog pointed at Karin, “She did. Bill and myself were offered refuge at the farm in Maine in exchange for our skills as shooters.”
“Shooters? Mom, I’m not comfortable with armed thugs…”
“Missy, if I was an armed thug you’d be dead, or worse.
Bill made placating gestures with his hands, “Nate, these folks are not used to this sort of thing…”
“I hate to be blunt, but it is necessary. You guys are not going to make it without armed help. You won’t make it to Maine, you won’t be able to defend your farm or your food.” Natog let that sink in for a minute. “Now what I need to know if I have your support, and that in a conflict you will follow my commands without hesitation. My role is that of defensive coordinator, I coordinate the defense of people and property. Is this an acceptable role in exchange for a place to sleep and food to eat?”
Natog looked each person at the table in the eye. “Bill, Let’s step outside for a minute and let them mull it over.”
Bill and Natog pulled their boots on and donned their coats before stepping out into the brisk afternoon. Once outside they walked towards the barn, the snow crunching under their feet.
Bill had an odd expression on his face.
“Bill, what’s up?”
“Well I thought I would be in charge, since I know them better than you.”
“I should have discussed it beforehand with you, but I didn’t think they were this unorganized.”
Bill smiled as he pulled the barn door open. “Well half of them are blueblood liberals that think we piss rainbows and shit welfare checks.”
Laughing, Natog stepped in, letting the smell of horses wash over him. “Well I think they needed a boot in the ass.”
“That’s what I’m trying to say, you handled that better than I could. I guess those years of playing wargames was good for something.”
“Thanks Bill. You’re my second in command, and I’m going to need your support.”
“No problem, how bad do you think the trip is going to be?”
“Awful. Between military checkpoints and any hungry people we come across we are going to be in a hard trip north.”
“That’s a lot of road to cover, I really don’t want to get jumped on the way up there.”
Natog had a haunted look in his eyes as he replied, “No, Bill, no you don’t. I’ve been having nightmares. I…”
Bill grabbed Natog’s shoulder, “I know. We can hear you thrashing on the couch at night.”
“Well I hope I get through it soon, I haven’t gotten much sleep lately. I know what I did was right, but I still relive it in my mind.”
“Nate, you’ll get through it, you’re the toughest man I know. Nothing fazed you. Not Mum and Dad’s divorce, not Pop-pop or Nana’s deaths. Not even Dad’s bullshit over the years.”
“It affected me, but I had to be there for you and Mum.”
“I know, and I wanted to tank you.”
“You’re welcome, Bill. Now give me the lowdown on the players in there so I have a plan of attack to get them on-board with what needs to get done with a minimum of fuss.”
Bill went on and gave what he could think of for information that would help Natog deal with this family. After about 20 more minutes, Karin called from the porch. “Bill, Nate, come on in.”
They had accepted Natog’s proposal. Now came the hard part, planning how six vehicles were going to get to Maine in one piece.
“Let’s get some lists going on what cars will be going, who will be towing trailers, and how much cargo will we have.”
After a few more hours of planning, and a thorough discussion on what vehicles would be going and what each would be carrying. Everyone decided to call it a night. On Tuesday, Natog, Bill and Mum would come over and crash for the night. Natog and Bill would help get all the vehicles packed, and take down the solar panels off of the roof of the barn. During the week, Karin would get Alex to talk to as many ham radio operators he could to see what the road conditions were like.
Natog insisted the night before they left everyone would go over assignments, the primary and secondary routes of travel. Rendezvous points in case the convoy gets separated, and what to do in various case scenarios.
Bill and Natog had spent too long, and by the time they were ready to head back, the sun was already set. Karin, wound up giving them a ride, as the diesel pickup needed to charge it’s batteries anyway, and it had an auxiliary fuel tank of a hundred gallons so fuel was not an issue.
They stopped by the police station, but no one was there. They left a note for the cops to swing by the house, but didn’t let Karin in on what they had found that morning. As they pulled into the driveway at Mum’s, they could see her looking out the window.
Karin put the truck in park, “Thank you boys, we are already in your debt.”
Bill gave her a hug, “Nah just glad we could help.”
“Will you be ok on the ride home? Want me to follow you?” Natog asked.
“I’ll be fine, I got the 9mm on me. Thanks for the concern.”
Bill answered as they got out of the truck, “It’s ok, that’s our job.”
As they made their way up to the door, Mum opened it for them. “Oh boys glad your back. I was scared shitless.”
Karin backed the truck out of the driveway and honked the horn before driving off. They waved goodbye then went inside the warm kitchen, leaving the rifles in the garage.
Mum had a nice meal of bratwurst she had in the freezer, beans, with canned peas. Sitting at the table, the boys filled in Mum on their plans while they had a nice dinner. Neither brother brought up the grizzly discovery that morning as both men were trying to forget it.

Fiction – Part XIII – Home

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

He must have passed out. Every muscle in his body was on fire, and every breath was labored. Reaching around he felt clotted blood in his hair, and all over his face. Rolling over, he fell off of the bench onto a concrete floor.

“Well that wasn’t too bright.” Said someone who Natog was unable to focus on.

Sitting up, he tried to will his eyes to focus. His head didn’t feel attached, like his brain was sloshing around in his skull.

“Here is some water and a towel. It looks worse than it is, the blood isn’t yours. The paramedics got most of the brains and bits of skull off of you.”

“What happened? I blacked out when someone started to tapdance on my head.” Natog felt around until he could feel the offered water bottle and the towel.

“Here, I’ll get that for you. Stand up and put your face close to the bars.”

Natog felt like hell. His back was hurting and his knees were killing him. Standing while grasping the bars for support, the cop washed his face. Finally blinking his eyes open, he could see it was Roswell. “Thanks.”

“Well you had yourself an interesting night last night.”

“Yeah, I don’t know how I survived.”

“Well, you are up shit’s creek without a paddle. You killed five cops last night.”

“Five thugs, you mean.”

“Well they are, well were, cops. We have crime scene services down there now trying to put together what happened.”

Natog knew what Roswell was going to say next. “I’ll give you a statement in a bit, after I get some food in me and I can collect my thoughts a bit.”

“Alright.” Roswell collected the towel, but left the water bottle. Turning he asked, “Did you serve?”

“In the military? No. They wouldn’t take me because I was too fat.”

Roswell smirked, “Well I don’t know how you did it, but you took out five of them.”

Roswell headed upstairs, and Natog looked around. The only illumination was a camping lantern on a small table with a half-finished game of solitaire. A folding metal chair was next to it. He was the only prisoner. A bucket had been furnished with a lid that was labeled “toilet” in large letters.

Shortly, Roswell returned with another man in an unwashed suit. “This here is Murray, he’s an ADA. He will be sitting in while you make your statement.”

“Um, am I under arrest?”

“Yes, suspicion of murder.”

“Do I get a lawyer?”

Murray chimed in, “Sure, if you can find one. Look, you were booked in, but we are still investigating what happened. Your statement will go a long way towards clearing some things up.”

“I am not ready to give a statement yet, if I could have a pencil and some paper, and a couple hours I’ll be able to give a better one.”

Murray wasn’t pleased. “Look, I just want to get this over with so we can either cut you loose or send you to Hanscomm. Either way I get to go home to a freezing house and starve.”

“I’m going to have to get my thoughts straight on what happened – it was all such a blur.”

“Alright, alright.” Murry dug a pen out from inside his sport coat and took a piece of paper from a drawer in the desk.

They played Gin while Natog worked at trying to remember every step, every shot, and every kill from the night before. He didn’t mark anything on the paper except for odd mnemonic devices. After about 45 minutes, Natog had crafted a story to fit what he remembered of the night before.

Murray looked up, “You done? Lemme see it.” Glancing at the paper, he asked “What the hell is this?”

“I’m ready to give my statement. I will need a copy.

“Oh for Chris’akes, I thought you were writing it out.”

“I was just getting my thoughts together, I’m now ready to give my statement.”

It took a couple more hours. Natog wrote out by hand 10 pages of text, complete with diagrams, and a preface including what had happened a few days before. A copy was made by Natog by writing really hard with the ballpoint pen over two sheets of paper, and a coin rubbed on the copy to highlight the indentations. Photocopiers needed power, and no one knew if they even made carbon paper anymore.

Once complete, both copies were signed by everyone. Natog kept his copy, and Roswell and the ADA went upstairs to go over the statement with the crime scene services officer. After an hour, Natog was cuffed and brought upstairs into an interview room. The Lieutenant of the barracks interrogated him for an hour with the CSS officer and Murray.

Everyone wanted the keys to his gun safe. He was going to have to forfeit his weapons. Needless to say, Natog cried “bullshit” to that. They argued for an hour more, with the ADA demanding that the weapons were to be turned over. Natog held his position that since he was innocent, until proven guilty. The ADA produced a writ from the governor declaring a state of emergency. Natog finally relented and told them which key it was on his keychain.

It all added up though. He was escorted back down to his cell by Roswell.

“Well Natog, you are one lucky son of a bitch. Do you know who those guys were?”

“Nope.”

“The only reason, and I do mean the ONLY reason they are even bothering to investigate this is because one of your neighbors watched the whole thing.”

“You shitting me?”

“Nope.”

“Well why didn’t they help me?”

“C’mon, if you were watching a firefight with automatic weapons, even you are not dumb enough to try and help. You take cover and pray to God a stray bullet doesn’t catch you.

“True enough.”

“Whoever it is, I’m going to owe them big time.”

The Lieutenant’s voice shouted down from above, “Ok cut him loose and bring him up here.”

With that Natog was released “pending further investigation”. He was free, but at what cost? Two troopers drove him to his house and escorted him to his locked gun safe.

Collecting the key from one of the officers, he swung open the door to an empty gun vault. Everyone asked the same question at the same time “Where are they?”

With an acting performance worthy of an Oscar, Natog demanded to know where his weapons were, and furthermore, to go back to the Lieutenant so he could explain why his house was robbed while the cops were in charge of it. In the end, Natog had to give another statement, and asked for a written statement on how his house got robbed while being watched by the cops.

The next time he got dropped off by the Troopers, he asked them to wait. Getting a note pad from the kitchen junk drawer, Natog wrote a permission slip for his home oil to be donated for use in hospital generators. Signing and dating it, he wrote, “P.S. don’t drip oil all over the carpets!”

After the troopers left, he checked the garage. To his utter amazement, it was still locked, and no new footprints were in there. With shaking hands he checked and his ammunition and rifles were still in the jeep. Taking off a pick and shovel from the roof rack, Natog moved on to the next chore.

He then got busy using a pick to dig a grave big enough for his two dogs. It was hard work, but he planted then in the back corner of the back yard, where they liked to stand and bark at everything going on. The ground was rocky and frozen, and Natog was still quite sore. In the end he buried them halfway, then piled rocks and bricks from the firepit on top. After a moment of silence, hoping that Thor and Loki were happily chewing bones under Odin’s table in Valhalla, Natog packed his tools up and locked the garage back up.

Checking his cache, he was relived to find his weapons. Checking the time, he had an hour before the next scheduled radio broadcast. Lighting a fire, he boiled some of his last water to rehydrate a spaghetti and meat sauce meal. Letting the fire burn itself out, he connected the VHF radio up to his jeep battery and waited.

Thankfully, Bill and Mum stuck to the schedule and he made contact. Mum was worried sick when Natog didn’t come early this morning as his last transmission promised. Natog was smart enough not to mention anything about last night to his Mum. She would have freaked out. “I’ll be leaving here as soon as it’s dusk… there is nothing here for me now.”

“You had better! I know you’re not telling me everything, but we will be here.”

“I love you guys, over and out.”

Collecting his weapons from his cache he suited up and waited for dusk to come.

With a start Natog woke up. It was dark out, and he had fallen asleep on the couch. Waiting, Natog was unable to hear what woke him up. It took a moment to place his bearings and remember what was going on.

Checking his watch, it was 7:23pm. Thankfully, he didn’t sleep the whole night away. Walking through his home, he checked to make sure everything was packed for the fifth time. Realizing the dogs would not be coming, he loaded a few additional items into the passenger seat, where the dogs would have ridden shotgun.

Opening the main door to the garage, he pulled the jeep out, and carefully backed it up to the trailer. Once the trailer was connected, he pulled the trailer from his garage, and locked the garage back up. Stopping at the end of the driveway, Natog got out once again, and gave a long forlorn look at his house before getting back in the jeep and making his way to Dartmouth.

Natog was careful, and followed the back roads down through Lakeville then Westport. No one else was on the road, and he encountered no roadblocks on his journey. It took him two hours for the normally 35 minute ride. As he wove his way through the backroads, it began to snow, lightly at first, then gradually the wind picked up. Soon, Natog was driving through a good, old-fashioned nor’easter.

When he finally backed onto the lawn so he could unload easily, Mum and Bill rushed out of the house, smothering Natog in the warm embrace of family.

Fiction – Part XII – Berserker

Friday, January 8th, 2010

The roar of a shotgun in close quarters deafened him even though he was in the basement. One dog was yelping, and Natog heard the dog retreat into the in-law apartment. The shotgun fired several more times, alternating with kicks and grunts. Grabbing his vest, he pulled it on and grabbed his M1A and the shotgun. Cautiously climbing the stairs he could hear someone working on the door with a tool. As Natog stuck his head around the corner, just enough to get an eyeball on to what was going on he heard someone try to open the front door, and gave it a few more kicks.

Natog just about jumped out of his skin when the door to the back started to be kicked in a few feet behind him. Natog lay there sweating and freaking out as they worked on the doors for a few minutes then stopped. He heard a whistle, then the crunch of people running on snow, then the roar of an engine with accompanying squealing tires. Cautiously, he made his way around the inside of the house. No one got in.

The door was smashed and had several holes blown through it near the doorknob. Natog gasped as he looked on the floor. Twisted in the braces holding the door up was Loki. Half of Loki’s head was missing. He evidently caught a slug as the attackers tried to blow open the door.

Hearing panting in the in-law apartment, Natog walked in to see Thor lying on his side in a pool of blood, his right leg dangling at an obscene angle from his wrecked shoulder. He was looking at Natog with sad eyes, and bubbles of blood were frothing from his mouth.

“My poor boy!” Natog collapsed onto his knees, pulling Thor close to him. Examining the wound revealed the slug had torn through Thor’s upper chest, his left lung was punctured, and most of the ribs on that side were shattered. Blood was everywhere. Thor’s shattered body would be unable to be healed, so all Natog could do for him was to provide the final mercy for him. Pulling his pistol from its holster Natog hugged Thor a final time, and then put a .45 caliber JHP through the back of his skull.

Returning to the top of the stairs, he recovered his shotgun and wondered what to do next. Squatting on top of the stairs, he began to cry, with heavy tears streaming down his face then dripping off his chin to spash on the threshold to his apartment.

He heard a car engine in the distance. Listening, he slung the M1A over his shoulder, and clutched the 12 gauge to his chest. As the car got closer, he wiped the tears away, and took cover. Natog could see car lights play across his yard and then shine intensely through the wrecked door. Raising the shotgun, he shouldered the weapon, with it’s barrel leveled at the ruined door. Something was punched through the glass, and the engine revved and tires squealed as the door exploded into kindling.

They say there are three kinds of anger. You can be “everyday” angry, anger in the heat of passion, and then there was angry enough to be enraged, a mindless slave to your psychotic anger.

There is actually a fourth level of anger, the Berserker. You gain the strength of the adrenaline, the pain resistance of the endorphins, but you mind is that of a predator. You become a killing machine. Natog became a Berserker this night.

The headlights were left on, providing a perfect backlight to see targets by. A large form filled the doorway and Natog put the bead of the shotgun on his chest and squeezed the trigger. He then quickly pumped the shotgun, tracking at waist height putting a slug or buckshot every eight inches along the wall where the next thug would be waiting. Six rounds later Natog dropped the shotgun and ducked behind the wall. Unslinging the rifle, he belly crawled towards the bedrooms, his mind a white fury.

As he crawled, automatic gunfire ripped through the house, as several assault rifles were emptied through the house. Natog could see the muzzle flash of two of them, one from the hallway, the other from outside the home by the door he just shot through. Natog crawled into the hallway beside the bathroom, and then turned around. He could hear several voices screaming and weapons being reloaded. It seemed like an eternity, but finally he could see the tactical lights shine as men entered his house. Counting to five, Natog fired several shots at waist height along the wall separating the kitchen from the outer hallway. Pulling the weapon down to ankle height, he fired about 10 more at ankle level across where the hallway would be. He shimmied back as he emptied the rifle randomly. Once empty he twisted and flopped into the guest bedroom, landing on his back. Bursts of gunfire erupted again through the house.

While the thugs were putting holes in his wallpaper, he popped out the empty mag, and slapped in a new one. He wouldn’t have much time as the house was small. Rolling up into a crouch, Natog quietly clicked in the stops that prevented the window from going up more than a few inches, and slid the window open, then tried to dive through it. He got most of the way out. He carried his mags on his belly, and they got hung up trying to get out. Twisting, he made it out the window, but landed on his head, flopping over to his side. He was wedged with his back to the foundation, and his belly into a bush he had for landscaping.

Thankfully, he didn’t break his fool neck and his rifle was still gripped by his right hand, lying along his body. Lifting it, he placed the muzzle along the sash between the two windows.
A tactial light lit up the night as someone yelled “Fuck! He’s getting away!

Like a praying mantis, Natog waited. Waited like cancer. Natog was a glacier, grinding the world with his slow will. In what seemed like minutes a muzzle, then a hand, then a head stuck out the window, as the figure swung left to search for Natog he swung the muzzle from where it was hidden, and put it under the thug’s chin. Squeezing the trigger the .308 kicked down hard, right into Natog’s neck, but the reward was a headless torso slumping down in the window.

Gunfire erupted from the room, and Natog was showered in debris as the bullets popped through the house wall. Natog coolly noted that the thug was panicking. Since Natog was below the interior floor, and had a cement wall at his back, he was quite safe for the moment. Looking around, he could see two figures walking towards a pickup truck on his front yard. One was leaning on the other heavily, and was obviously wounded in the leg. The truck was half on his lawn, with a thick rope trailing from the bumper to the remnants of his front door.

He could hear a racket going on inside the house still, but no gunfire. Disentangling himself from the shrub, he skirted the edge of the house, ducking around the far corner from the pickup. Using the shade provided from the corner of the house, he circled the huge forsythia bush separating his yard from his neighbors. Once around the bush, he had a clear arc of fire around his yard, but no cover. Quickly, felt around for a rock on the edge of the road. Grabbing a chunk of asphalt, he chucked it as hard as he could through the bedroom window 50 feet away.

The man with the wounded leg was allowed to slump unceremoniously behind the truck’s door as the other released him and spun bringing up his carbine. Another burst of gunfire echoed from the house, the muzzle flash visible from the living room. The thug by the truck started firing into the bedroom, as he could see where his buddy was firing. Natog calmly put the front post on the driver’s side window where the man’s chest would be and squeezed off two rounds. The effect was immediate, his carbine began to drop from his hands, as he slumped against the door. A third shot from Natog caught him in the top of the forehead.

Running as fast as he could, he rushed to the left, circling across the street. The thug with the wounded leg was screaming, not for anyone in particular, just a primal scream of rage and fear. He was on the other side of the pickup truck from Natog, so for the moment, he wasn’t a threat. Natog crouched across the street, at the base of a tree, using it for cover. Gulping air, but trying to do it quietly, Natog tried to steady himself. He was still filled with the while fury, and a cold thought entered his mind. He had to have no survivors, no witnesses. Natog did a quick tactical reload, dropping the half empty mag into a drop pouch on his vest. Sighting down the barrel of the M1A, he put the post on the chest of the wounded man trying to climb into the cab of the truck.

Before he pulled the trigger, he realized all shots would need to be through the front of the thugs, preferably with brass around them to show they were active participants. Without conscious thought he had assembled a profile on these thugs. Although they were trained, they were not combat veterans or SWAT. Likewise, other than the initial assault squad, they haven’t worked or trained together. These were all advantages for Natog.

Although he never received official training with firearms, the training to overcome the flight or fight reflexes and move under fire were honed across dozens of paintball fields. The proper use of cover was extremely important in paintball, and “slicing the pie” was second nature to him.

Illuminated perfectly by the trucks headlights, a thug in all black web gear bolted from his home, and crouch-walked to the front of the truck swinging his weapon wildly from side to side. Natog grabbed the quickest thing to throw, a loaded mag from his vest, and tossed it into the woods to the right. The thug walking from the house swung the weapon to where the mag landed and triggered the tactical light and a few rounds from his weapon. The front post was already on his chest, so Natog squeezed the trigger, pulled the post back onto his chest and fired again. The form crumpled face first before Natog could put a round into his head.

Rushing the truck, the man with the wounded leg by the truck was trying to pull a sidearm from his vest. Slowing his pace, he waited until the weapon was fully from the holster before firing two rounds into the thug’s chest followed by a third round into his left eye.

Using the door of the pickup for cover he did another tactical reload, dropping that mag into the drop pouch. Surveying the situation, there was another thug laid out by the entrance to his house. Keeping his rifle trained on the body he reached down with his left hand and verified the thug he just shot had no pulse. Picking up the weapon by the barrel, he tossed it in the back of the truck. He then did the same for the other thug by the pickup, tossing both his pistol and carbine in the back of the truck.

He then covered the thug by the door, and approached cautiously, keeping his weapon trained on the body. He quickly pulled the carbine off of the form and tossed it into a shrub on the side of the house. This one was still alive. Rolling him onto his back, Natog got his first clear look at the thug. The face was covered with a ski mask, but blood was bubbling from the mouth and nose holes. Roughly pulling the ski mask off, he saw it was one of the two officers from the other day. He coughed violently, with fresh blood coming from both his nose and mouth.

He was trying to say something, mouthing some words. “Who are you?” finally came out with a grimace of pain.

Looking down at the officer, Natog replied “For I am Shiva, the Destroyer of Worlds.”

Checking quickly, he saw that the rifle plate stopped both shotgun slugs, but at the expense of breaking almost all of the officer’s ribs. The blood and coughing meant at least one lung was punctured, and he was bleeding internally. He couldn’t last long, and wouldn’t be a threat. Getting up, Natog cleared his house quickly and efficiently.

He collected the empty magazine from the bedroom and dropped it into his pouch. He gathered the headless thug’s weapons and tossed them into the back of the truck. As he walked back into the house by the thug the man gave a shudder and wheezed his last breath into the January night.

Retrieving the shotgun, he stashed them it in his hidden cache along with his pistol, M1A and combat vest. His cache was a space between the sheetrock of the back of the laundry chute and the chimney that was impossible to find.

He was beginning to shake violently. The hormone cocktail of massive amounts of adrenaline and endorphins exacted a heavy toll when the high wore off. Feeling lightheaded, Natog went out front to get some air, and walked straight into a face full of muzzles for .01 seconds before being thrown violently to the ground and handcuffed. Shortly thereafter with cops screaming in his ear he puked his guts out.

Fiction – Part XI – Packing

Monday, December 21st, 2009

The next few days started off very relaxing. Natog fell into a routine with spending 75% of his time doing chores. Cooking meals and washing dishes, collecting wood, packing and re-packing supplies for the trip to Maine, loading ammunition, cleaning and checking weapons. One early morning Natog drove to the local range and checked the zero on his M1A and his bolt-action .308 Remington 700. Quickly packing up he made it out of the gun club before any nosy cops showed up.

Al and Mary stopped by. Natog made tea and chatted while they beated around the bush. Seems both sets of parents fled New Bedford and were staying in Al’s tiny apartment. Natog donated a case of canned goods, some extra candles, a roll or two of toilet paper, and five pounds of rice he hadn’t vacuum-sealed yet. He also took the time to teach them how to filter water through T-shirts and boil the water before drinking it or using it to brush your teeth.

Every night at varying times they scheduled before Natog left Dartmouth, the family chatted using the VHF radios. Nothing that would give them away was mentioned over the air. Likewise no mention of supplies, weapons, or Maine were mentioned either. If they needed to, they could have used two identical books to make a simple code that only those with the same edition could decipher, unless you had access to some NSA supercomputers.

Over the next few weeks Natog had to make many hard decisions on what gear to take, and what had to be left behind. Woodworking tools were the toughest of all the decisions. The Berger’s farm had no tablesaw, but Natog’s Unisaw weighed in at 400 pounds and was 3 feet wide and 7 feet long. Natog did pack his dado set, and other 10” blades for the trip, figuring another tablesaw might be squired through barter.

For handsaws he limited himself to two crosscut saws, and two rip saws. The flea market finds would serve him well if he needed to do any construction or furniture work while in Maine. He added his Japanese crosscut saw, a flush cutting saw, a panel saw and two dovetail saws. The dovetail saws were in very rough shape, but he hoped he could salvage them. He managed to get two large saws suitable for felling trees, and those were set aside to strap to the loaded trailer.

He packed all his hand power tools. Including his biscuit joiner, routers, and all the bits and blades he had for them. He bought his biscuits in bulk, along with woodworking glue, so he had plenty there. He did take the router lift for his big router out of his table saw so he could build a router table if needed. He also made sure to take all his drill bits.

Rounding it out he took his eggbeater drill, his brace and bits, and all his sandpaper. He took his water-based poly, and his wax, but all other stains, paints and sealers were left behind. He also squeezed in all his tape measures, rulers and layout tools. He packed a large assortment of files, with a few rasps added for good measure. Finally, he packed all his chisels and planes for the trip.

All of the tools were loaded into totes and loaded onto the trailer. The heaviest ones were put on top of the axle, and the lighter ones were set down next to the trailer to load on top. Canned goods were carefully gone through. A few items were set aside for morale boosting up in Maine, namely the Spaghetti-O’s and Canned Ravioli. As much as possible was set aside for use in the next few days. The rest was packed up and loaded in the back of the jeep, or the trailer in totes.

All of the staples such as rice, beans or, pasta were destined to be packed up for Maine. As he was packing it, he noticed a few vacuum packed bags of rice were no longer sealed, but no teeth marks could be found. Upon further examination, the rice itself punctured the plastic bags, allowing air in. When Natog checked his mylar packed corn, all but one were no longer sealed. Since there was nothing that could be done, the buckets had the lids put back on, and were packed in the trailer for the trip.

One problem Natog had was the glass mason jars and spaghetti sauce he had. The best he could come up with was to load them into cardboard boxes he had saved from moving, and cutting the box down even with the top of the jars. Then he cut the extra cardboard up and slipped it in-between the glass jars. These boxes were loaded into the truck, with clothes he was taking tucked around then to keep them from moving, and to act as added padding.

Natog packed his firearms for transportation. His M1A, shotgun, and pistol were to be kept handy, but the rest was packed up for transport along with all of the ammunition and cleaning supplies. For the M1A, Natog loaded his vest with mags, giving him 8 total. The shotgun had it’s short barrel on already, but the longer one was loaded into the truck as well as it’s choke tubes. Natog kept his skeet shooting bag out, with about 20 shells of slugs and 20 buckshot in the two halves. The rest were packed up. He also loaded the shell sock on the stock of the shotgun with 5 rounds of 3” buckshot. With the 5 rounds loaded in the gun, he had plenty of ammo for it. His prized bolt-action rifle was loaded in it’s case, with 7 rounds in it’s stock sock of hunting rounds. It’s 4 round magazine was loaded but, not in the rifle. In all his packed guns the trigger locks were left off, a clear violation of Massachusetts law, but odds are there were going to be bigger problems with the cops with the arsenal Natog was taking to Maine.

All of the reloading supplies for his rifle and pistol would be making the trip. His reloader for shotgun shells wouldn’t see much use as he had nothing but #8 shot, which would be good for quail and doves, but nothing else. He did pack 200 1oz skeet rounds for the trip, in case there were quail up in Maine. The powder and primers were loaded carefully in the jeep, and at no time did he mix powders or put one kind of primer in another box. It would be a shame to get up there and blow your own head off by being a dumbass he mused.

Clearing out his shed, he loaded his generator, chainsaw, and all his rakes, shovels, etc. onto the growing pile on the trailer. He also collected his spare bar oil, chains, the shorter bar, and so on and so forth for the trip. He filled his jeep’s tank with the stored gas he had, and still had 2 ¾ 5 gallon cans left. These would be lashed in the front of the trailer, but in easy reach. Packed deep in the middle of the pile was his spare propane tank, and the half-full one from his grill.

He had been packing for several days when a police cruiser rolled up while he was carrying a box of food from the house to the garage. Two men got out and started to approach Natog. Turning his right side away, he checked that it was a Brockton cruiser, not a Middleboro one.

The first thought through Natog’s head was a string of profanity followed by a series of ideas to get out of this situation. Before the officers could take a third step, Natog called out “That’s far enough, officers.”

They were both in uniform, and had their hands casually on the butts of their guns. The larger one shouted back, “We jus’ want to talk to you.”

“Well you can do it from there.” Natog kept his hands visible, he knew there was no way he could out-draw a service holster, and wanted them to have no excuse. He had a sinking suspicion that one of these two was the boy’s father from the other night.
The officers continued to approach. “That isn’t very neighborly of you! Bob, get a load of this guy!”

While the two were looking at each other, Natog made a run for it. Turning fast he dropped the box and dove into the garage. A few choice swears followed him as he kicked the door shut with his foot. Quickly scrambling to his feet, he turned the deadbolt as one of the cops laid a shoulder into it. Natog was heavier, so he managed to shut the door and turn the bolt. His shotgun was in the house, so he pulled his pistol and took cover behind his joiner. Finally, he could hear the cops over the rushing blood in his ears.

“Open this door you cocksucker!” The cop was trying to kick open the door, but he was unable to gain any leverage. The threshold was a foot off of the driveway, and there was just a single step. The other cop was trying to lift the garage door, but Natog kept the bolt on the door engaged with the track, preventing it from opening.

“I didn’t see a warrant, and you are out of your jurisdiction, so take a hike!” Natog yelled at the door.

“We just want to talk!” came back as the kicking on the door tapered off.

“Bullshit, why did you have your hands on your guns then? You have no reason to be on my property, so I will ask you to leave, after that you are trespassing!”

“Heh, Charlie, get a load of this faggot! We are in a State of Emergency, we ARE the law! Now you get your ass out here, we need to talk with you.”

“Any talking will be done through a door, I do not recognize your authority.”

“Recognize this. When we get you out of there, we are going to beat the fuck out of you.”

Natog thought to himself “Oh Shit.” Digging in the jeep he pulled out his combat vest and M1A out. Holstering his pistol, he took a magazine from his vest he slapped it into the magazine well and pulled the bolt back before letting it slide home.

The slide of an assault rifles bolt slamming shut makes a rather impressive sound. To Natog the sounds of Bob and Charlie scrambling, grunting and swearing while taking cover was more impressive. He took his position behind the joiner again, with the barrel of the M1A leveled at the door.

“So… What did you want to talk to me about, anyways?” Natog waited another minute “Bob, Charlie? You there?” There was no answer. After a minute he heard the dogs go crazy in the house, and one of the cops curse a few times.

Although now armed to the teeth, his mobility was limited. The only entrances and exits were through the garage door or the regular door. Both were on the same side of the garage. The garage did not have a doorway into the house. Natog took a long time listening, but heard nothing.

Pulling his shop stool around he took a seat and prepared to wait it out. He knew they were out there, as he didn’t hear any car doors or engine. Eventually, they gave themselves away by walking around the back of the building, and stepping on some snow.

“Listen, I’m not coming out of there, and you guys are not going to get me out of here by force. IF you had a legit reason to arrest me, then this place would be crawling with Middleboro cops and Troopers. So, I turned your kid in for trying to rob me and you want to blame me for it? Is that it?”

Finally they broke the silence. “My kid is going to a detention center because of you. So yeah, I’m going to take it out on you. You better grow eyes on the back of your skull, because I’m going to get my due. You hear me?”

“Whatever. Stay away from me, stay away from my house. I’m not intimidated by thugs.”

“Fuck you.” With that he heard a set of feet crunch through the snow and get into a car.

Natog strained his ears, and sure enough, one car door slammed and the car started up. Then another set of feet crunched to the car and got in. Just in case, Natog waited another half-hour before sticking his nose out. Using tactical movement, and wielding the M1A to point to likely ambush points, he made his way to the house. The box of food was gone. One of the panes on his front door was broken, but the bolt was still locked. When he unlocked the door, the dogs were freaking out, and trying to rub their eyes. They must have dumped a whole can of pepper spray into them. Thankfully, his foresight into having a deadbolt that was keyed on both sides paid off. There was some blood on the floor, not much, just enough if the thug cut himself on the glass or one of the boys bit him good.

The bathtub was almost empty of water, so he brought the dogs in and carefully washed their eyes out. It took a while, and it used half of his remaining water, but he couldn’t let them suffer. He had about four gallons left for drinking and washing. The dog’s bathwater could be used to flush the hopper.

Natog didn’t get much sleep that night. Every sound brought him wide awake, reaching for his shotgun. The next morning he unpacked the trailer enough to get at a few tools. Cutting down a 2×4 he made crude braces to help doors resist being kicked in. he made two for each door he used regularly. The front door simply had a couple scraps of 2×6 across it at chest and knee height. These 2×6’s were screwed into the frame of the door, and the next studs over. He used 3” deck screws, as drywall screws were too brittle for this task.

To add security to the door, he attached a 2×4 strip to the door just below the doorknob. He placed another on the floor a few feet in front of the door nailed into the floor joists. Two 2×4’s were then cut to fit in-between the two braces. The 2×4 was trimmed with 45 degree cuts on all 4 sides so it was very snug and form fitting between the brace and the door, likewise with the floor. This with the addition of the kickplate around the deadbolt, and 3” screws used for the hinges made the steel clad doors very resistant to being kicked in.

Using some scrap plywood he blocked off windows as best he could. He put up these over the drapes and curtians so they couldn’t be seen from the outside. He covered the windows in the living room, and the inlaw apartment, the rest would have to wait.

None of these precautions would prevent someone from getting in, it would only slow them down. With his pile of scrap wood exhausted, Natog sat down and had a nice lunch.

The hardest part was going from room to room collecting everything he wanted to take, and putting it in the living room to pack and sort. Some of his prized possessions he couldn’t see taking, but didn’t want to leave them for the looters. All of this was boxed up and brought to the attic above the garage. Natog knew that a fire would take it all, but he had no way of protecting it if he could bury it in the frozen yard.

Sorting clothes was tough, as he fully anticipated losing weight, but gaining size in the shoulders and legs. To compromise, he packed a three day bag of clothes he would live out of for the next few days, and would pack the rest around the other boxes and the nooks and crannies of the jeep. Summer clothes were the last to pack up and were going to go on the trailer in garbage bags.

In the definite pile were a fair amount of board games, decks of cards, and several series of books. Also he had a selection of cookware, camping gear, sleeping bags, and his tent. He also had all his books related to blacksmithing, Gardening, brewing, and survival.

In the maybe pile were more books and games, his laptop, and all his hard drives that had data he needed on them. He also had his big monitor and his desktop system. All his fly tying supplies, and fishing gear, including salt, fly, and bass.

In the growing pile of discards were all his RPG’s other computer systems boxes of more books, and clothes that had no use in the outdoors, mainly dress shirts. The pants could be hacked into shorts, so they were in the maybe pile.

In the end the laptop was going with the HDD’s, all but one brewing book would be left behind. Two Hawaiian shirts were going to make the trip, just to liven up the winter doldrums. 90% of the camping gear was going, he was unable to fit the three camping stoves, so the large two-burner one would be left behind. He did take his kitchen knives and a few additional pots he normally didn’t take camping because they would be useful for an extended stay.

The one item he wished he could take, but couldn’t fit was a ladder. He hoped they had one up at the site in Maine.

After eight days of packing and re-packing his jeep looked like it belonged on the set of Mad Max. The rakes, shovels, and bucksaws wound up strapped to camping gear on the roof of the jeep. The trailer was covered in several green tarps and was stacked with six feet of supplies. The trailer was rated for a ton, and Natog knew he was well over it. There was no way he could run if he had to, stealth would have to be the way to go. From past experience, he knew that he would be unable to go faster than 50mph with the rig as it was now. Nothing else could be left behind. As it was, he wished he could fit more power tools.

All packed, he saw no reason to stay any longer. He would leave very early that morning, and planned to take the same route to Mum’s as he used to get to his house. He contacted them via marine radio before going to bed to let them know the plan. Mum gave stern warnings about being careful on the trip to Dartmouth.

About oh god thirty in the morning, Thor and Loki went nuts. Exhausted from the work, Natog was in a deep sleep, and it took a minute for him to clear the cobwebs from his head. Someone was trying to break in the front door, and the dogs were going ballistic trying to get at them. Jumping into his pants, he was pulling on his boots when things went from bad to worse.

Fiction – Part X – Thieves and Miscreants

Thursday, November 5th, 2009

Peacefully asleep, Natog had been back a couple days when the dogs went ballistic in the middle of the night. Pulling on his boots, he grabbed his shotgun, and a flashlight, silently went up the stairs.

Sure enough, someone was trying to cut the chain securing his generator to the foundation of the house. Listening quietly, he could hear two voices, both male, as they whispered to each other.

“Hurry man! He’s going to get up!”

“Fuck him, He’s an asshole.”

Now there was no way Natog was going to let himself get ripped off. But there was no way he could sneak around the house with the snow crunching underfoot. That left one option. Quickly and quietly he went downstairs and pulled on some pants. Putting his boots back on, he tied a quick knot, no need to lace the hiking boots all the way up. Climbing back up to the stairs, he quickly pulled the door open and the dogs just about went through the storm door. Hitting the pressure pad on the shotgun, the tactical light illuminated the two men, blinding them as the dogs attacked them.

“UP AGAINST THE FUCKING WALL!” Yelling at the top of his lungs Natog leveled the shotgun at the two men. The frightened faces as Thor and Loki growled and barked while nipping at the two figures sprawled out in the snow. Natog could see that one was George’s boy, but the other he had no clue who he was.

George’s kid was cowering, as the dogs nipped at his hands and face. “Get your dogs off of me – I’ll sue!” His reply was a few octaves higher than any normal male voice should be able to reach comfortably.

“Up against the fucking WALL, NOW!” Natog motioned with the shotgun.

The other boy rolled up and tried to make a run for it. Natog planted a swift short kick into the boy’s quadricep, sprawling him on the ground again. Loki grabbed the boy’s hat and started to attack it.

Cycling the shotgun, Natog yelled again for them to get up against the wall. Although this sent a shell spinning into the snow, it had the desired effect. George’s boy turned and faced the wall. The other kid was rolling around on the ground in pain, tears streaming down his face.

“On your knees, hands on your head, lace your fingers. Palms up. OK, do NOT FUCKING MOVE.”

George’s kid’s voice cracked, “Don’t shoot me!”

“Then don’t move.” moving so he could watch both teenagers, he motioned to the kid on the ground. “Get up, against the wall.”

“It hurts!”

Natog planted a swift kick into the kid’s backside, “Up, against the wall, NOW.”

Half dragging, half crawling, the boy managed to get up to the wall.

George’s kid was sobbing now. “Please mister, don’t kill me.”

Natog spoke with what he hoped was a fatherly tone to his voice, “You’ll be ok, just do what I say, OK?”

“Yeah”

The other boy chimed in “My father’s going to kill you, man.”

“He can try. Ok you on the left, lift your jacket, slowly.” The boy lifted his jacket, and Natog took a look for a weapon. “Ok take off your belt and drop it in the snow.”

Natog heard a door slam from the house behind him, and someone running through the snow. Keeping an eye on the two boys, he put the next boy through the same procedure.

Marty came into Natog’s vision in pajamma’s and a parka. He held a baseball bat and a flashlight. “Jesus, Natog!”

“Marty, it’s alright. I caught these two trying to steal my generator.”

“Those little shits, I wonder if they stole the gas from my shed last night!”

The two boys has their faces turned to each other, and were whispering to each other. Loki and Thor had wandered off, to chew on the boy’s hat.

Marty looked over at Natog, “What are you going to do with them?”

“I’m not fer-sure yet. Don’t even think of moving you little bastards.”

Natog took the belts from the snow, and used them to lash the boy’s hands behind their backs and quickly searched them. He pulled a pocket knife from George’s boy’s pocket. The other boy tried to get up when Natog moved to him, but a heavy shove got the boy back on his knees. Squirming furiously was no help, as Natog pulled a small pocket pistol from the boy’s jacket pocket.

“Well, well, well.” Natog tsk’d tsk’d as he ejected the magazine and emptied the chamber. “Looks like a little .380 automatic.”

“Christ, he had a GUN?”

“Yeah, at least he didn’t try anything with it, or I would have shot him dead. That settles it though. This shit is going to the cops. Armed robbery, what are you, 16?”

The kid turned with a defiant look in his eye, “Seventeen. My dad is going to fucking kill you, man.” Seems the boy got his courage back.

“I doubt that. Looks like you’re going to be tried as an adult. Better start stretching that ass out now, they’re going to love you in prison.”

Marty looked concerned, “Shit he’s just a kid.”

“He made his decision, now he will have to live by it.”

“Fuck you man, my dad will get me out of it. He’s a cop.”

That sent a shiver down Natog’s spine. Last thing he needed is a local cop with a thug kid fucking with him. “Alright, get up you two. We will drop this shit off with his dad. And the other’s going to the Troopers.

“That’s 2 miles away!”

“Yep, so you better get a move on.”

“Hey, I’ll get my car and we can drive him there. I need to change into something warmer, though.” Marty was starting to shiver, you could tell because the beam on his flashlight was wiggling.

“That would be great, Marty, I’m sure our felon appreciates it.”

Marty climbed back over the fence to his yard and went into the house. A few minutes later, his car pulled up onto Natog’s lawn.

“Ok you fuckers, in you go.”

Natog stuffed George’s kid behind Marty, and the other boy into the passenger seat. Sitting behind him, he verified the safety was still on. Marty backed off the lawn and pulled into Georges driveway. Marty honked the horn until George’s face looked out the window.

Natog got out of the car and slung the shotgun off of his shoulder. Pulling George’s kid across the seat, Natog made sure he had a firm grip on the boy.

Geroge opened the door and cried, “What have you done to my son!”

“Your boy tried to steal my generator.”

“I did ask you to share, now look what you have done!”

Natog let George grab his son from him, “I did? fuck you, that little shit is an accessory to armed robbery. I’m releasing him into your custody.”

“W-w-what!” was all George could stammer out as he untied his son.

“Yeah that’s right. The other boy was armed with a handgun.”

“Junior, you get inside the house right now. I’ll deal with you in a minute.” George pushed George Jr. in the house. “Look, I didn’t ask him to…”

“Relax. I know. But I have to tell the cops. Just make sure you keep an eye on him, and keep him away from my property.”

“Will do.”

“Know who that kid is?”

George looked into the car, “I think he lives a couple streets over. He got in trouble for spraying graffiti on the church up on Webster Street. His dad is a cop in Brockton.

“Brockton, huh.”

“Yeah, rumor has it he’s been on duty since the power went out.”

“Ok George, you go have a chat with your boy, I’m taking this one to the cops.”

George looked around a little lost, then climbed up the stairs to his kitchen door. With that, Natog got in the car, and Marty pulled out the driveway. About halfway to the Middleboro barracks the boy started crying. Marty tried to console the boy, but Natog’s heart was as cold as the January night they drove through.

A few minutes later, they were pulling up to the front entrance of the barracks. A Trooper was there in his car, and he got out as Marty’s car pulled up. Leaving the shotgun in the back, he got out with his hands visible.

The trooper shown the light into the car, “Tell your friend to cut the engine.”

Marty turned off the car and got out. The trooper kept the flashlight on the boy in the front seat. “What have we here?”

“Trooper, that little shit tried to steal my generator.”

“So you’re the cops now?”

“Well yeah, it’s not like the phones work.”

“How did you catch him?”

“I got the drop on him, and convinced him to give up.”

At this point the prisoner decided to start yelling how he was kidnapped, so on and so forth. The racket brought out another trooper from the barracks, which moved to cover the other Trooper.

“Hey, Troopers, I’m armed, and I got the pistol this kid had on him on me, and my shotgun is in the back seat. Just don’t shoot me, ok?”

The two troopers drew their weapons, which solicited a quiet “Oh, Shit.” from Marty. The two troopers looked at each other and the newer trooper moved in, “Just walk towards me slowly. Ok turn around, where is the pistol?”

“Right front jacket pocket. It’s unloaded.”

The trooper grabbed Natog’s laced fingers and rummaged in his pocket. A quick frisk, and Natog was released. “Ok stand over by the door.” Marty was quickly searched, and the trooper grabbed the shotgun. The other trooper grabbed the boy by his arm and pulled him from the car.

The troopers had taken the .380 as evidence, and locked the boy up in one of the cells. Two hours later, after Marty and Natog were interviewed, statements taken, so on and so forth they were allowed to head home. Marty dropped Natog off before going back home. Natog unlocked the generator and brought it in the house before collapsing in his cold bed.

Fiction – Part IX – Tea at Mum’s

Thursday, September 17th, 2009

Something was hitting him in the head. Natog tried to open his eyes, but he couldn’t, and there was this awful screeching sound. He started to struggle but something was keeping him pinned to the ground. With a final THUNK, and the associated flash of light against his closed eyelids the hammering mercifully stopped.

It seemed his hearing was clearing up because the screeching was finally quieting down. Then something wet and cold was being rubbed over his face and eyes, struggling, he still couldn’t move his arms, but he managed to twist his head some so he could stop the wet thing from suffocating him.

It stopped and his addled mind could start to make out a litany of “Oh my god I hope he’s OK.” over and over. Then a man’s voice “Mum, he’s going to be ok, I promise.”

Finding his voice Natog managed to croak “Oi, it’s just a flesh wound! But why can’t I see?”

Bill’s voice came from closer this time. “It’s because you won’t let me wash off the blood, dick-for-brains.”

“Fucker, you were waterboarding me! And it’s cold as a witches’ tit.”

Mum was still frantic, but she seemed to be calming down. “I’ll get some more hot water.”

Natog heard Mum go into the house. “Ok, Bill, how bad is it?”

“Er. It’s a good gash. Mom was freaking out because we could see your skull.”

“No shit.”

“Yeah, fucking blood is everywhere, I wonder if you need a transfusion.”

“Nah, I’ll be alright as long as I can see. What the hell were you doing to me? hitting me in the head with a hammer?”

Bill replied, “It’s the surgical stapler you gave to us for the first aid kit.”

“No shit. Hurts like a bastard.”

“I’m glad you were out cold, we washed the cut out with hydrogen peroxide, that would have stung.”

“Just a little.”

“Yeah a little bit. You gave Mum an awful scare.”

“Yeah, sorry about that.”

“You’ve been out here at least 20 minutes. What the fuck happened to you? Your Jeep looks like it was used for target practice!”

“Fucking redneck national guard. They have New Bedford locked down. I ran into a roadblock and they started shooting.”

“Where? I’ll go kill those fuckers right now.”

“Let it go. The last thing I saw was one of ‘em wrestling with the one that shot at me.”

Natog heard the front door bang open and Mum come down the walkway. She was still alternating between the “Oh my god, I hope he’s ok”, and the “I’ll kill the summbitch” litany’s now.

This time the water was hot, but not painfully so. Bill finally got up off of Natog’s chest so he could help wipe his eyes clean. Finally able to see, Natog got up. It was a big mistake as the world started to spin and he barfed up his breakfast all over the front lawn.

“Easy there tiger, you have a concussion.”

“Yeah, not the first time. Remember that day we went sledding in the woods?”

“Fuck yeah, we should have been wearing helmets.”

“Help me into the house, My ass is frozen.”

Natog looked around as Bill and Mum helped him into the house. There was a lot of blood, a LOT of blood all over the snow. With his head still spinning he let them carry and drag him into the living room where he was dumped onto the couch. Mum stripped the blood-clotted jacket and shirt off of him and wrapped him in several blankets.

Lying on the sofa, he noticed Mum hand Bill had brought the old woodstove in from the shed and had it hooked up to the fireplace in the living room.

Bill busied himself with tending the fire, “So it looks like the Berger’s are going to sit tight down here for a while.”

Natog watched his brother load the stove. “Why’s that? Thought they would go up first chance they got.”

“Well, it’s cold up there, real cold, and they don’t want to get stuck on the way there in an ice storm or something.”

“You sound disappointed.”

“Well it makes the most sense, we have food, and fuel, and up there we could survive!”

Mum came in with a bucket of water and some soap, and washed Natog’s clothes sitting by the fire in her favorite easy chair. “I’m not ready to just leave, Bill, and neither are they, it seems.”

Natog watched the flames of the fire through the little vent in the stove’s door. “I don’t think we could take everything anyways. I was doing an inventory, and I could fill my whole truck with just canned goods.”

Bill sounded sullen, “So we leave some behind. We will still have plenty!”

“I know, but I think they have the right idea. If I abandon my house I know the local thugs will break in as soon as they can. Anything I leave I’ll have to assume it’s gone. I have the trailer, but even then there is no way I could get everything we could need. Plus, we are in no immediate danger here.”

“Natog, could you handle something to drink?” Mum asked while she wrung out the fleece pullover and sweatshirt and hung them near the wood stove to dry.

“Hell yeah, I’m starving, but food might be a bad idea. Hate to waste it of I’m still out of sorts.”

Mum went and made some tea from the kettle on the kitchen’s wood stove. Returning with three mugs, she dispensed them to the family. “Ok, now what happened? I need to know who I’m going to shoot.”

“Mum, It’s the national guard from Nebrasksa, I think. They have locked down New Bedford.”

“Why would the Guard from Nebraska be in New Bedford?”

Natog looked around at Bill’s and Mum’s faces. “Because New Bedford is burning.”

Mum looked puzzled. “What?”

“At least 20 blocks are on fire, it’s a scene right out of hell.”

Mum looked a bit frantic, “I wonder if Ginny is OK.”

Bill gave Mum a hug, “I’m sure she is, Where did these National Guardsmen come from?”

“Looks like they were just about to be shipped out of Handscom when the lights went out. They were probably deployed to New Beige to assist the cops. I bet they’ll be in Fall River, Brockton, etc. as well.”

Mum looked concerned, “But why shoot? I mean if it comes to that…”

Bill chimed in, “The Federal government is tossing the Constitution out, and enacting Martial Law! We need to rise up and kill these totalitarian bastards!”

Natog sat up a bit during Bill’s rant. “Easy there Sam Adams. Let’s look at it logically. These troops were about to go to a war zone, and spent how many months in training to face a hostile population. I rabbited, and that was that, the training kicked in.”

Mum turned the drying clothes and replied, “I don’t know, but if anyone shoots at me I’m going to shoot back. And that is that.”

“Hell Yeah!” added Bill.

“I agree, but I was outgunned, and out classed.” Natog sat up more, feeling a bit better. “Now we need to figure out what we are going to do. It’s tough as hell to keep in communication with each other.”

Bill got a evil grin on his face. “I think I got us a solution to that.” He got up and went outside.

“Want more tea?” asked Mum.

“Please, got some toast? I think I’d like to try some food.”

“You always did love that as a child. I’ll get the supplies we can make it here by the fire.”

While Mum was in the kitchen, Natog got up experimentally and stood. Bending over he got a little dizzy, but he didn’t barf, which was a good sign. His head was throbbing though from the rush of blood.

“What are you doing!” Mum cried as she came back in the room.

“I’m fine Mum, really. Just a bit lightheaded from the blood loss, but I’ll be fine.”

“You were SHOT in the HEAD.”

“I wasn’t shot in the head, it was a ricochet. It just proves just how stubborn I am.”

“Got that right.” Mum began warming a cast iron pan on the wood stove when Bill came bursting back in.

“Happy Kwanza!” Bill exclaimed as he tossed a few boxes on the floor.

Digging into the boxes, Natog and Mum pulled out a series of marine VHF radios. They were brand new and still in the box.

“I got a few real nice antennas too, we should be able to chat back and forth.”

Mum asked the obvious question, “Where did you steal them from?”

Bill was still grinning like a fox in a henhouse, “I didn’t steal them, I got their generator working, and took these in trade.”

Natog and Mum exchanged dubious glances and Mum asked the next question, “Do they work?”

“Hell yeah, if we put the antenna high enough we should make the 20 miles to Natog’s house.”

Natog grabbed bill by the shoulder and looked him straight in the eye, “It’s a good catch, but don’t hang around these guys. The cops or guards will catch onto whatever they are up to. And If they will shoot at me for running from a checkpoint, who knows what the fuck they will do to a looter.”

“I know, but when opportunity knocks, you got to run with it.”

Mum handed Natog and Bill toast with butter, sugar, and cinnamon. While they happily munched away, Mum refilled their mugs with tea. After breakfast, Bill got suited up and went out to cut wood. Mum cleaned the house, and with Natog’s urging she reluctantly went through the pantry to inventory what food she had.

With the supplies Natog brought last week, it looks if Bill and Mum were going to have enough food for the month, but that was going to be a bit tight, and repetitive. Looks like the old cans of green beans that haunted the back of the cupboard were finally going to get eaten.

Natog was feeling a lot better with the sugar and starch in his system, so despite the protesting of Mum, he went outside and cut and split wood with his brother. After a few hours, with lots of breaks, they had enough wood cut and split for a week, and enough wood brought in from the woods to easily last a month, once Bill cut and split it.

The source of the wood was hundreds of felled trees in the woods across the street and in the landlocked lot behind the house. Both property owners could do nothing with the lots because they couldn’t pass perc tests, so they did nothing with them. Which includes harvesting damaged or felled trees, it seems. Bill and Natog were more than happy to provide the service to clean up the wood when Mum’s money was tight, no need to ask permission, either, as the owners lived out of state.

Mum made lunch and called the boys in. A meal of leftover pasta from the night before with Mum’s spaghetti sauce, sausage and the last of the bread made into garlic bread was just what the doctor ordered for Natog. During the meal, they came up with call signs and what channels to listen on at what times to monitor.

After lunch, Natog loaded the roll of cable, the antenna, and the radio into the truck so he wouldn’t forget it. Then the climbed a tall pine tree in the back yard and hung the antenna as far up as they could. Running the cable into the house, Bill connected the VHF radio to a car battery. A few minutes after they powered it on, a message came over the speaker.

Mum looked up from her knitting, “Well looks like a few others have radios that are working too.”

Natog picked up the packaging and sorted it into burnable and not burnable piles. “Yeah, I wonder how many base stations made it, the EMP must have fried anything hard wired.”

Later on, after more tea, Bill and Natog went over his maps and managed to plan out a route through Dartmouth, Westport and Freetown that should avoid any major intersections. If they were going to go to Maine, then Natog would have to conserve fuel, which meant they wouldn’t be able to see each other. With the radios they could keep in touch.

They busied themselves with patching the two bullet holes in his windshield with packing tape, and putting fresh snow on the blood in the driveway. There were two other bullet holes, one in the passenger side quarter panel, and the cross brace for his roof rack. Bill summed it up succinctly, “That nitwit needs to learn how to shoot!”

With plenty of daylight left, Natog drove down the back roads through Westport, then Freetown. Once in Freetown, he used bolt cutters he kept in his truck’s tool box to cut the locks on the entrance roads through the State Forest. He closed the gate after he entered, and used a zip tie to keep the gate from opening on its own.

He drove with the window open a little, as the fresh air made him feel better. Also, the noisy Hummers could be heard far away with the radio off. It was just getting dark when Natog pulled into the garage. He had a hair over a half a tank of gas left. Feeding the dogs, he skipped dinner and went to bed after getting a small fire going to warm up the cold basement.


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